Chapter 3

The boys arrived six weeks early.
I was folding laundry when the first contraction hit, sharp and low in my back.
I dropped the shirt I was holding, my breath catching.
"No. Not yet. Please, not yet."
I was only thirty-four weeks.
The nursery wasn't finished.
I hadn't bought enough diapers.
I hadn't chosen names.
But my body had other plans.
I drove myself to the hospital, white-knuckling the steering wheel through each wave of pain.
By the time I reached the emergency room, I was already six centimeters dilated.
"Twins," I gasped at the nurse who wheeled me toward labor and delivery.
"I'm having twins."
The next twelve hours were a blur of monitors and voices and pain that felt like it would never end.
My mother arrived just as the doctor said the words I'd been dreading.
"Baby A is in distress. We need to go in for a C-section. Now."
I remember the cold of the operating room.
The bright lights.
The sound of my own heart racing in my ears.
And then—
A thin, reedy cry.
Followed immediately by another, slightly louder one.
Two boys.
They placed them on my chest, tiny and warm and perfect, and every fear I'd ever had vanished in that single breath.
Leo James was born first, four pounds eleven ounces, with a shock of dark hair and Julian's exact nose.
Ethan Thomas followed two minutes later, four pounds eight ounces, quieter and calmer, with my eyes but Julian's chin and mouth.
They were beautiful.
They were his.
Anyone who looked at them would know.
The nurse cooed as she weighed them.
"Look at those faces. They look just like their daddy, huh?"
I froze.
My mother, standing beside me, squeezed my shoulder so hard her fingers turned white.
"Yes," I lied smoothly.
"They do. He's... he's going to be so surprised when he sees them."
The nurse smiled and moved to the next task.
I looked down at my sons.
Two perfect copies of the man I'd run from.
Two little boys who carried his blood, his features, his legacy.
And I knew, with absolute certainty, that I could never let Julian find them.
Not if I wanted to keep them safe.
Not if I wanted them to grow up loved for who they were, not what they represented.
The boys spent two weeks in the NICU, learning to breathe and eat and regulate their tiny temperatures.
I slept in a chair beside their isolettes, never leaving, never letting them out of my sight.
Every time a man in a suit walked down the hospital corridor, my chest tightened.
Every time my phone buzzed with an unknown number, I jumped.
I was waiting for the other shoe to drop.
But it never did.
Julian's private investigator had followed a false trail to Seattle, then to Portland, then to Miami.
I'd been careful.
So careful.
Cash transactions.
Fake names at the doctor's office.
A bank account opened under my maiden name, routed through three different holding companies.
Margaret had earned every penny I paid her.
When we finally brought the boys home, the world felt both impossibly large and terrifyingly small.
I slept with one eye open.
I checked the locks three times every night.
I kept the curtains drawn during the day.
But then Leo smiled in his sleep, and Ethan cooed, and the fear retreated just a little.
Replaced by love so fierce it took my breath away.
In Manhattan, Julian was closing the biggest deal of his career.
Foster Meridian was expanding into Asia— seven new hotels in five countries, a two-billion-dollar investment that would make him one of the richest men in the world.
The board celebrated with champagne in the conference room.
Madison was the first to toast him.
"To Julian," she said, raising her glass.
"The man who built an empire from nothing. The man who never gives up. The man who deserves everything he's achieved."
The room erupted in applause.
Julian smiled.
It didn't reach his eyes.
Later, as the party wound down, his investigator called.
"Mr. Foster? I think I have something. A credit card charge in Albany. Under her maiden name. Audrey Bennett."
Julian's hand tightened around his phone until his knuckles turned white.
"Albany."
"Yes, sir. A grocery store. Three weeks ago. Small charge. Twenty-seven dollars and forty-two cents."
Three weeks ago.
That was the day his sons were born.
Julian didn't know that.
All he knew was that after six months of dead ends, he finally had a thread to pull.
"Get everything you can on that area. Every rental property. Every job listing under her name. Every hospital admission. I want to know everything. And when you find her... you call me immediately. No one else. Understood?"
"Understood, sir."
He hung up.
Madison walked over, her expression carefully neutral.
"Everything okay?"
"Fine."
He slipped his phone into his pocket.
"Just business."
She studied him for a long moment.
She knew him better than anyone now.
Knew the way his jaw tightened when he was lying.
Knew the flash in his eyes that meant he was about to burn everything down to get what he wanted.
"It's her, isn't it?"
Julian said nothing.
"You found her."
Still nothing.
Madison laughed— a sharp, bitter sound.
"Of course you did. Because nothing is ever over with you, is it? Not when your pride is involved. Not when you think something has been taken from you."
She stepped closer.
"She left you, Julian. She didn't want you. And no matter how much money you throw at investigators, no matter how many fancy hotels you build... you can't make someone love you if they don't."
Her voice dropped to a whisper.
"But I do. I love you. I've been here this whole time. Building this empire with you. And you still can't see me."
Julian finally looked at her.
His expression was unreadable.
"I never asked you to love me, Madison."
The words landed like a slap.
Her face crumpled.
And then, just as quickly, it hardened into something cold and unforgiving.
"No. You didn't."
She turned and walked away, her shoulders straight, her head high.
But in her eyes, Julian saw something that should have worried him.
A plan forming.
A decision made.
If she couldn't have Julian Foster through love... she would have him through necessity.
She would make herself indispensable.
She would make sure that when Audrey Bennett was finally out of the picture forever, Madison Carter was the only one left standing.
Back in Albany, the boys were three months old and thriving.
Leo was loud and demanding, his little fist wrapped around my finger whenever I held him.
Ethan was quiet and observant, his dark eyes tracking every movement in the room, already looking like he was solving complex problems in his tiny head.
They were polar opposites in every way.
Except one.
They both had Julian's smile.
That devastating, lopsided grin that had first made me fall in love with him in a college library ten years earlier.
I was feeding Leo late one night when I turned on the television.
A business channel.
And there he was.
Julian.
Standing in front of a massive hotel in Hong Kong, looking older.
Tired.
But still devastatingly handsome in that custom suit, his hair slightly longer than I remembered, a faint scar on his left eyebrow I didn't recognize.
"Foster Meridian continues its global dominance," the reporter was saying.
"With CEO Julian Foster at the helm, the company shows no signs of slowing down. Sources close to the billionaire say he's still single, still focused on work, and still—"
I turned the television off.
My hands were shaking.
Leo pulled away from his bottle, his little face scrunching up like he could feel my distress.
"Shhh," I whispered, rocking him.
"It's okay, baby. Mommy's okay. We're okay."
But I wasn't okay.
Because seeing him had reminded me of everything I'd lost.
Everything I'd given up.
And everything I was still terrified of.
I looked across the room at Ethan, asleep in his bassinet.
Two little boys.
Two pieces of Julian walking around in the world.
And I knew, with a sickening certainty that settled in my bones, that it was only a matter of time.
He would find us.
It might take a year.
It might take four.
But Julian Foster always got what he wanted.
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And when he found out what I'd hidden from him...
He would never forgive me.