Chapter 9

Two years after the trial, we stood in the backyard of our small house, watching the sun set.
It had been two years of healing, of growing, of learning to be a family again.
Two years of firsts.
Our first Christmas together without fear. Our first family vacation, a simple trip to the beach where we'd done nothing but build sandcastles and eat too much seafood and laugh until our sides hurt. Our first real arguments, the kind where we didn't have to hide our feelings because we knew we'd still be there in the morning.
Dad had proposed to Mom three months earlier.
They'd never actually been married, not really. They'd had a quick ceremony by a justice of the peace when they were young and scared and pregnant with me, never really getting the chance to celebrate their love.
Now they were doing it right.
The backyard was decorated with simple white lights and wildflowers Mom had picked herself. Only a few guests were there—Tom, who'd become like family; Agent Cole, who'd become a friend; a few people from the shelter where Mom worked; our therapist, who'd helped us put ourselves back together.
I stood at the front with Dad, serving as his best man.
He was nervous, I could tell. His hands were slightly trembling, his smile a little too tight.
"Relax," I whispered to him. "She's not going anywhere this time."
He gave me a small, grateful smile.
The music started.
Mom walked down the aisle, or rather down the path we'd lined with candles, on Tom's arm. She wore a simple white dress, her hair loose, a bouquet of wildflowers in her hands.
She was beautiful.
I looked at Dad and saw tears in his eyes.
When she reached the front, Tom gave her hand to Dad.
They looked at each other, and for a moment, I could see it all—the young couple in love, the years of fear and betrayal, the pain and the forgiveness, the slow journey back to each other.
The officiant, a friend of ours from the shelter, began the ceremony.
It was short, simple, heartfelt.
When it came time for the vows, Dad spoke first.
"Sarah," he said, his voice thick with emotion, using her name like it was something precious. "I know I don't deserve you. I know I've caused you more pain than any man should ever cause the woman he loves. I know I spent twenty years putting you in danger, even when I was trying to protect you."
He paused, swallowing hard.
"But I also know that I love you. I loved you the first time I saw you at that terrible Christmas party. I loved you through all the fear and the lies and the secrets. And I will love you for every day we have left, every day we finally get to be together without looking over our shoulders. I promise to spend the rest of my life making it up to you. To make you laugh, to hold you when you're sad, to protect you from anything that might ever hurt you again. I love you, Sarah. Always."
Mom's turn came next.
She looked at Dad, her eyes shining with tears.
"James," she said, her voice steady and sure. "I have spent so many years being angry at you. For putting us in that position. For not telling me the truth sooner. For making me live in fear for so long."
She paused, reaching up to touch his face.
"But I also know that you did what you thought was right. That you spent twenty years in your own kind of hell, just to keep us alive. And I know that I made mistakes too. Terrible mistakes. I betrayed you. I betrayed our family. And I will spend the rest of my life trying to make that right."
She took a deep breath.
"I love you, James Carter. I loved you when we were young and stupid and thought we could take on the world. I loved you through the worst years of our lives. And I love you now, standing here, finally free. I promise to stand by you, to laugh with you, to cry with you, to build the life we always should have had. I love you. Always."
They exchanged simple gold bands.
"You may kiss the bride," the officiant said.
Dad pulled Mom close and kissed her, and everyone cheered.
I clapped, my own tears falling.
Afterward, we danced in the backyard under the stars.
I danced with Mom first.
"You look beautiful," I told her.
"Thank you, baby," she said, holding me tight. "And thank you. For everything. For coming back for me. For forgiving me."
"You're my mom," I said simply. "I'll always come back for you."
Then I danced with Dad.
"Congratulations, old man," I said, grinning.
He laughed, holding me at arm's length to look at me.
"Look at you," he said, his voice full of pride. "All grown up. Studying to save the world."
"Just following in your footsteps," I said.
He shook his head. "No, son. You're going to be better than me. You're going to do it right."
We danced in silence for a while.
"Dad," I said finally. "Are we okay? Really okay?"
He looked at me, then over at Mom where she was laughing and talking with some of the guests.
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"Yeah, son," he said quietly. "We're really okay."
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