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Chapter 10

The first warm day of spring came early that year.

Mid-March, and the snow was almost gone. The grass was starting to turn green. The crocuses were pushing up through the dirt in the front yard. The girls were outside, riding their new bikes up and down the street, Bear running beside them, barking his head off.

Callum was in the garage, working on the first house his new company was building. He had blueprints spread out on the workbench, a pencil behind his ear, a smile on his face. He loved his new job. He loved being his own boss. He loved building something real, something honest, something that would be there long after he was gone.

I was in the kitchen, making lemonade, when the mailman knocked on the door.

He handed me a thick manila envelope from the state of Vermont.

I opened it.

Inside was a check.

For $217,422.

Restitution from Deline.

They’d seized her SUV. Her furniture. Her jewelry. Her designer bags. Everything she’d bought with our money. They’d sold it all, and this was what was left, after fees and court costs.

I stared at the check.

I’d forgotten about the restitution. I’d been so busy with the new house, the new company, the girls, that it had slipped my mind completely.

I walked out to the garage.

“Callum,” I said.

He looked up.

I handed him the check.

He read it. His eyes went wide.

“Holy shit,” he said.

“Language,” I said, smiling.

“Sorry,” he said, grinning. “But holy shit. What do we do with it?”

I leaned against the workbench.

“I’ve been thinking,” I said. “We pay off the rest of the new house. Put a big chunk in both girls’ college funds—enough that they won’t have to take out any loans, no matter where they go. Put some in retirement. And the rest?”

I paused.

“I want to start a foundation,” I said. “For kids who are in the system. Kids who are adopted, like Deline was. Kids who feel like they don’t belong. Kids who are angry, and scared, and don’t have anyone to show them a better way. We’ll pay for therapy. For tutors. For summer camps. For college scholarships. For whatever they need.”

Callum looked at me.

“Deline was angry because she felt like no one loved her,” I said. “Like she didn’t belong. Like she had to take what she wanted because no one would ever give it to her. And maybe if someone had helped her when she was a kid, none of this would have ever happened. Maybe she would have turned out different. I don’t know. But I do know there are hundreds of kids out there just like her. And we can help them. We can make sure they don’t make the same choices she did.”

Callum set the check down. He walked over to me and took my hands.

“That is the most amazing thing I’ve ever heard,” he said. “Of course we’ll do it. All of it. Every penny.”

We named the foundation the Thomas Carter Foundation, after Callum’s dad.

Marnie cried when we told her. She said it was the best thing anyone had ever done in his name.

Jake and Bridget joined the board.

By the end of the summer, we’d helped 17 kids.

We paid for a 12-year-old boy in foster care to go to hockey camp. He’d never owned a pair of skates before. He scored the winning goal in the championship game. He sent us a photo of himself holding the trophy, grinning so wide his eyes were closed.

We paid for a 16-year-old girl to get a tutor for math. She’d failed algebra three times. She got an A- on her final. She wants to be an engineer now.

We paid for a 10-year-old adopted boy to go to therapy. He was angry, like Deline. He fought at school. He lied. He stole. After six months, he told his therapist he finally felt like he belonged. He brought his foster mom a drawing he’d made of their family. He colored himself in the middle, holding both their hands.

Every story hit close to home.

Every story reminded us how lucky we were.

That fall, we went back to the lake cabin one last time.

We’d sold it to a young couple with two little boys. They were going to raise their family there, just like we’d planned to do.

We walked down to the dock.

The leaves were turning red and orange and gold. The lake was calm, like glass.

Renley and Poppy ran ahead, skipping rocks, yelling to each other, Bear splashing in the shallow water beside them.

Callum put his arm around me.

“Are you sad?” he asked.

“A little,” I said. “We had a lot of good memories here.”

“We’ll make new ones,” he said. “Better ones.”

I leaned my head on his shoulder.

“Remember when you were scared of Deline?” I said. “Scared to stand up to her?”

“Every day,” he said. “I still have nightmares sometimes. That she’s here. That she’s yelling. That I’m 10 years old again, and I can’t move, can’t speak, can’t do anything.”

He paused.

“But then I wake up,” he said. “And I see you. And I see the girls. And I see Bear sleeping at the foot of the bed. And I know it’s okay. I know I’m not that kid anymore. I know I’m strong now. Because of you.”

He turned to me. He got down on one knee in the dirt, right there on the dock.

My eyes went wide.

“Callum,” I said. “We’re already married.”

“I know,” he said, smiling. He pulled a small velvet box out of his pocket. He opened it. Inside was a new ring. Simple. Elegant. A small diamond in the center, surrounded by two smaller ones.

“These two are for the girls,” he said. “And this one is for you. For everything you’ve done. For everything you are. I gave you a ring 10 years ago, when I was just a kid who didn’t know how to be a husband, or a father, or a man. I’m not that kid anymore. So I’m asking you again. Will you marry me? Again? For the rest of our lives. The good parts and the bad. The easy parts and the hard. No more fear. No more silence. Just us. Just family.”

I cried.

I nodded.

“Yes,” I said. “A thousand times yes.”

He put the ring on my finger. He stood up and kissed me, the girls cheering in the background, Bear barking, the leaves falling around us.

On the drive home, the girls fell asleep in the back seat, their heads leaning against each other, Bear curled up at their feet.

Callum held my hand, his thumb rubbing the new ring on my finger.

“Did you ever think,” he said, “that the worst day of our lives would turn into the best thing that ever happened to us?”

I thought about Thanksgiving. About the dolls. About the clock ticking. About the words I’d said to him in front of everyone.

You had one chance to protect your child. From now on, I’ll do it without you.

I’d meant them, too.

I’d been ready to walk away. Ready to do it all alone.

But I hadn’t had to.

Callum had found his courage.

He’d stood up.

He’d fought.

And together, we’d built something better than anything we’d ever had before.

I looked at him.

“Yeah,” I said. “I did. When I married you. I knew that no matter how bad it got, we’d get through it. Together.”

Outside, the sun was setting, painting the sky pink and purple and gold.

Somewhere down the road, a church bell rang.

The girls stirred in their sleep.

Bear snored.

And for the first time in a very long time, there was no fear.

No anger.

No suspense.

Just peace.

Just love.

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Just family.

And I knew, deep in my heart, that this was only the beginning.

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