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Chapter 2

Daniel stood on my porch.

Melissa’s brand-new husband.

Still wearing the same suit from the wedding.

His tie was loose.

His eyes were red-rimmed, like he hadn’t slept since Saturday.

I started to close the door.

“Wait,” he said, shoving his foot in the crack. “Please. I need five minutes.”

“Your wife called my son trash,” I said. “You’ve got nothing I want to hear.”

“I didn’t know,” he said. “I swear to God, I had no idea she was going to do that.”

His voice cracked.

Not the fake, performative crack people use when they want sympathy.

The real kind.

The kind that comes from your chest splitting open.

I hesitated.

Behind me, Sophie peeked around the hallway corner.

She’d heard his voice.

Her face went tight.

I thought about slamming the door anyway.

But something in his eyes stopped me.

He looked destroyed.

Like he’d just realized he’d married a stranger.

“Five minutes,” I said. “Then you leave. And if my kids get upset, you’re gone in five seconds.”

He nodded so hard his neck cracked.

I stepped aside.

He walked in and stood in the middle of my living room, hands in his pockets, looking smaller than he had at the altar.

Sophie came and stood next to me, shoulder pressed to mine.

Ethan stayed in his room.

He hadn’t come out much since the wedding.

Just sat on his bed, flipping through the same comic book over and over, not really reading it.

“Melissa didn’t want you there,” Daniel said, without preamble. “She fought me for three weeks about sending the invitation. Said you’d ruin everything. Said you always do.”

I said nothing.

I’d heard variations of this my whole life.

I ruin everything.

I’m too sensitive.

I make mountains out of molehills.

“When I insisted,” he went on, “she got quiet. That cold quiet she gets. I should’ve known then. I just thought she was upset about the seating chart.”

He pulled his phone from his pocket.

Held it out to me.

“I found these in her drafts folder last night. She forgot to delete them.”

I took the phone.

My hands started shaking before I even read the first message.

They were texts.

To our mother.

Dated two weeks before the wedding.

*Melissa: I’m gonna put the trash card at Ethan’s seat. If she leaves, good riddance. If she stays, everyone sees what I think of her kid.*

*Mom: Make sure the waiter knows to say it was you if she asks. Don’t let it trace back to me.*

*Melissa: I’m gonna mention him in my speech too. Something about how family isn’t just blood, sometimes it’s the mistakes you make. Everyone will laugh. She’ll die inside.*

*Mom: Your father would be so proud of you for standing up for yourself.*

I read them three times.

Each time, the words burned a little deeper.

My own mother.

The woman who’d raised me.

Had helped plan this.

Had called it standing up for herself.

I handed the phone back to Daniel.

My fingers were numb.

“Why are you showing me this?” I asked.

“Because I called it off,” he said. “An hour ago. I packed a bag and left. I’m not going back.”

Sophie made a small, sharp sound.

Like she’d been punched.

Daniel looked at her.

“I’m so sorry,” he said, his voice breaking again. “About your brother. About all of it. I had no idea she was capable of this. If I had—God, if I had, I never would’ve married her. I never would’ve let any of it happen.”

He meant it.

I could see it in the way he couldn’t hold eye contact.

In the way he kept rubbing his wedding band like it burned him.

“Does she know you’re here?” I asked.

He shook his head.

“I don’t care. She can find out from whoever. I just needed you to know. None of this was your fault. None of it was Ethan’s.”

He paused.

Swallowed hard.

“I also have the speech she wrote. The one she was gonna give after dinner. You should see it.”

He opened another file on his phone.

Handed it to me again.

I read the first line.

And I understood.

This had never been about a joke.

It had never been about a wedding.

May you like

It had been about destroying me.

Through my son.

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